If God's Hell is His love for Humanity - for the human behaviour constantly torments Him - then my hell would be my Love for Pain.
This hell constantly tempts and taunts me - beseeching me to give up whatever's good and nice in my simple life in exchange for this love of pain.
This Hell also tells me that I don't deserve pleasure and happiness - purely because my existence is based on the need for pain and tears.
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I can never be as good as I need to be, nor can I be as bad as I want to be.
Mediocrity is me, and it's also the bane of my existence.
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